Chapter 9,203
The name came again through the monitor, softened by distance and the hiss of brakes: Willow Halt. The grandmother’s fingers tightened on the photograph, and a little crease appeared across the empty seat. “There was a willow there,” she said, “though I don’t remember a station.” The child leaned against her knee, studying the pale place beneath the boy’s ink-stained hand, while the sleeper listened with her head turned toward the ceiling. Above us, a door slid open, and a draught came down through the boards, carrying the smell of rain on warm stone. On the monitor, the green door swung wider to reveal a strip of platform and the hem of the conductor’s coat.
The boy lifted his fingers from the photograph, leaving four dark marks on the indistinct shoulders, and a narrow line appeared between them. The grandmother brought the picture nearer the lamp; it was the edge of a sleeve, with a button at the wrist. She touched her own cuff, where a matching button hung by two threads, and looked at the child. “I mended that coat on the journey,” she said, “and someone held the cloth for me when the train shook.” The child put her hand over the grandmother’s, then reached for the clean ticket, but it was gone from where she had last held it. In its place, caught beneath the monitor’s frame, lay a thin strip of punched paper, and the Architect eased it free without tearing it.
There were four holes in the strip, and through them I could see the boards beneath, except at the last, where a small eye looked back at me. I dropped the paper; it landed beside the photograph, and the eye vanished as the strip turned over. From the platform came a knock, then another, then a third, each one making the coats on the floor stir at their collars. The boy stood very still, his hand pressed against the ticket sewn to his shirt, and the child moved beside him without taking hold of him. The fourth knock did not come, though we could hear something scraping at the green door, a slow, patient sound that raised a burr of paint along its edge. The sleeper took the lamp from the boy’s mother and held it toward the monitor, but the screen showed only the empty platform and a willow branch brushing the glass.
The grandmother picked up the strip and laid it across the photograph, fitting its holes over the dark marks the boy had left. Through the last hole, a button appeared, and beside it a hand resting on the younger child’s raised arm. The grandmother drew in her breath, then began to hum the tune Victoria had been singing; Victoria joined her, quietly at first, and the scraping stopped. A fourth knock sounded from beneath our feet, so close that the lamp flame bent, and the wooden panel lifted a finger’s width. The child crouched and slipped the photograph into the gap, keeping her palm flat until a small hand received it from below. When she drew back, the hand remained, its wrist emerging from a conductor’s frayed cuff, and the brass punch closed once in the darkness.