Chapter 9,285
“Then tell us where to take him,” Minnie said, holding the watch so that its face caught the pale light. The man on the platform looked at its moving hands and slipped his own into the pockets of the child’s coat, which hung strangely from his shoulders, neither too large nor too small. “It isn’t a place you can reach with that,” he said. Behind him, the train gave a long metallic shudder, and in its bright windows the empty seats began to fill with coats, each folded as though someone had just risen and left it there. The boy stepped over the threshold before the older man could stop him, his split sole clicking against the stone. “You said you’d come back for me,” he told the man, who lowered his eyes to the shoe and did not answer at once.
“I did come back,” the man said finally, “but I found you grown, and you wouldn’t remember which of us had stayed.” The figure beside me drew its bandaged hand away from the wall, leaving a damp print on the plaster, and asked whether the voice at the door had been his. He nodded, then looked past it to the bell hanging above the bench. “I could hear you waiting,” he said, “but each time I called, the train carried you farther away.” My double set the lamp on the floor and offered him the bell he had been holding since we came downstairs, but the man shook his head. Instead he beckoned the boy closer and crouched to examine the broken sole, putting one finger through the split and withdrawing it with a bead of black water on the tip.
Minnie’s watch stopped, and from the train came the sound of a key turning, carriage door after carriage door, though none of them opened. The conductor caught the boy by the shoulder, but the boy pulled away and stood beside the man, who had taken off the coat and spread it on the platform between them. “There was another shoe,” the man said to me, and I felt the button warm against the circle in my palm. I remembered reaching beneath a seat in the dark, finding leather, and then hearing the bell before my fingers could close around it. When I told him, he held out his hand, and I gave him the button; he pressed it into the split sole, where it disappeared without leaving a mark. The train lurched, the locks fell silent, and the boy took a step without the shoe dragging behind him.
The man rose with difficulty, using the boy’s shoulder to steady himself, and the older man came through the doorway to take the boy’s other hand. For a moment the three stood together in the thin morning light, while rain tapped on the boards above us and the smell of coal drifted out of the room beneath the house. Minnie opened the watch again; its hands moved forward once, then stopped at a time I recognized from the photograph, scratched faintly along its torn edge. “Can we go home now?” the boy asked, and the man with my older face looked toward the far end of the platform, where a station sign was slowly emerging from the mist. Before he could answer, a voice called my name from inside the nearest carriage, and the child tightened his grip on both men’s hands. In the window above us, someone was pressing a bare foot against the glass.