Chapter 9,261
The conductor folded the scrap along its old crease, but the latch lifted again before he could put it away. My double stopped rubbing his palm and held it beneath the lamp; the blue line had deepened, and a second ran across it, making the shape of a small door. “He knew the way back,” the conductor said, looking toward the stable. “I was the one who shut it.” Minnie set the supper plate on the floor for the horse and drew her children away from its feet, while the boy in the coat took the bell from beside the child in the mitten. He offered it to the conductor, who shook his head and reached instead for the lamp.
We found the little door standing open a finger’s width, though no water showed beneath it now. The conductor knelt in the damp straw and eased it wider, and the smell that came through was not of the river but of cold leather and extinguished lamps. On the other side stood the cart, upright on a floor of pale silt, with its shafts pointing into darkness; across the seat lay a coat folded neatly beneath a cap. My double crouched beside him and put his marked hand through the opening, drawing it back with a narrow strip of paper caught between his fingers. It had been pinned inside the coat, and when the newcomer brought the lamp close we saw my name on it, followed by the address we had found on the list. Beneath that, in a different hand, were the words: *If he comes twice, send one home.*
The boy in the coat looked from me to my double, then lowered the bell until its clapper touched the straw. “Which one?” he asked. Neither of us answered, and the conductor reached through the door for the coat, his sleeve brushing the latch as he pulled it free. A hand came out with it, pale and closed around the cuff, and the conductor caught it before it could slip back; the door swung against his wrist, and water began to pour over the sill. My double seized his shoulder, but it was the boy who rang the bell, once and hard, while I pulled at the coat with both hands. The hand opened, leaving a brass ticket punch in the conductor’s palm, and the water withdrew so quickly that the straw rose around our knees.
Back by the fire, the conductor set the punch on the table beside the scrap, and a drop of river water fell from its hinge onto my name. The ink spread, then separated into two names, identical except for the blue circle beside the second. My double laid his marked palm over that one, not to hide it this time, but to keep the paper from curling in the heat. “He sent me,” he said, and his voice was so like mine that Minnie’s younger child looked up from the horse. Before I could ask him from where, the punch closed by itself, cutting a clean hole through both names and into the wood beneath. From the stable came the sound of wheels turning, though the horse stood beside us, and under the table a thin line of light appeared through the hole.