Chapter 9,233
The child pressed his shoulder against the door, but it stopped a hand’s breadth from the frame, held by something on the other side. Victoria knelt and set the brass tongue on the scored board, away from the water creeping over the stones. The keeper’s voice faltered beneath the stairs, then began again, and the child clapped his hands over his ears. I could hear the syllables now, though each time I tried to fit them to the writing on the slip they seemed to change their order. The conductor stepped over the threshold and put his weight against the door beside the child, while the woman gathered both boys back from the spreading water. My double brought the lamp closer, and in its light I saw that the water was carrying pale curls of wood out into the road.
“Is he in there?” Victoria asked, and the child shook his head without uncovering his ears. “Only his voice,” he said. “It comes when there’s room for it.” The woman looked at the board lying between them and asked why he had taken it from the keeper. He bent to lift one corner, showing us the wet cuts on its underside; the crossed-out name had not been erased there, but filled with slivers of fresh wood. “I thought if I carried it away, he wouldn’t find the place again.” Victoria’s boy crouched beside him and touched the plugged letters, then withdrew his finger when a small knock sounded from within the board.
The door gave suddenly, throwing the conductor against the frame, and the voice rose so close that I felt its breath against my wrist. The older child seized the brass tongue, but Victoria caught his hand before he could put it between the cuts. For an instant neither would let go; then she turned his palm upward and laid the tongue across it, closing his fingers herself. “Tell me what happens,” she said. He looked toward the younger boy, who had come close enough to take hold of the woman’s coat, and told her that the voice would go quiet, but someone would have to carry the board. “Then I will,” Victoria said, and when the child hesitated she slid her hands beneath the wet wood. He fitted the tongue into the longest cut, and the keeper’s voice stopped in the middle of a syllable.
The water ceased to flow, though it remained pooled around our feet, cold enough to numb my toes through my boots. The conductor closed the door and fastened its chain from the outside, using a nail he drew from the loose box, while the older child watched him with the younger boy at his side. Victoria carried the board back to the cart, keeping it level as if the tongue might otherwise fall through, and the woman made room for both children beneath the blankets. As my double turned the horse toward the village, the upstairs curtain lifted once more, although we had seen no one leave the house. A hand appeared against the glass, its fingers spread over the five clear marks already there. The older child saw it too and pulled the blanket up to his chin. “I left him the lamp,” he whispered, but the light in the room was going out.